Thursday, November 15, 2007
i know it has been very super duper long since i've last blogged.
but seriously, i've got nothing to blog at all.
or maybe, another plus point is tht im not in the mood to blog these few weeks.
life's boring; bad; horrible; sad; frustrating.!
it ccan almost drive me to crazy, but luckily i love home and there's my family as my companion.
though we may not crack as much jokes as in the past, but their companion is enough.
i no longer want to communicate with the world, maybe just sick of it.
just like what i've read bridget's blog(my ex-colleague's frend), i somehow feels the same as what she had said.
my world now seems to have only my colleagues; family.
and sometimes in the middle of the night, like ystd 2am+ i called jackie.
thank you so much.
to set your phone to only able to receive my calls in the night, cus you noe i may call anytime.
thanks for accompanying me for tht just a little while when i feel super sad.
thank you junrui,
for calling so many times of different day just to check if im alright.
and me alwaes being the bad ones, who alwaes becus of my 'no-mood-to-talk' reason, and we hung up after awhile.
but trust me jun rui, a call from you, tht few minutes everytime, do mean alotalot to me.
xiexie ni mei ci bu duan de gu li wo, wan shi you ni zai.
these two forever-there-for-me friends i knew during secondary school.
there's a similiarity happening btwn me and each of them.
i seem to be the stupidiest cruel one to have hurt both of them at diff time.
being an asshole who seriously neglected junrui when im tgt with JY tht time.
i was the one, the culprit to later destroy the frendship, how stupid i was.
but in the end when im hurt, jun rui is still there for me no matter what.
jun rui, who is just 8 days younger than me, but i still feel tht he is the one who is protecting me.
you noe im not good at words right junrui,
you noe im super noob at expressing how i feel,
you noe yi jun is what kind of person,
but im not sure if you noe tht you do hold an important place in my heart.
thus, im here to tell you tht. . yes, you do. and i tell you now, it's a yes.
thank you again to accept my wan2 gu4, and my whatever attitude.
right from the start. .
all the quarrels; cold wars; laughters; tears. .
happpy family frends! ^^
next is SK Jewelry. .
jackie tan,
thank you for being so nice to forgive me.
tht most horrible me, i havent forgive myself yet.
really really thank you for letting it go and talk to me once again.
i swear i was in the air flying and thinking it's damn great to have you this frend back.
in the past those classroom days, i needn't to say anything,
just a little pattern from me and you will noe what i think, noe what i need.
no one can understand me mre than you could.
and i still rmb abt rachel tht time, you suddenly burst out into laughters infront of me and cheryl,
and without you saying anything, i know what you're laughing at,
and cheryl down there was asking you what were you laughing at.
we didnt talk for almost one year already, im not sure if i am still tht understanding,
im not sure if someone has already replaced tht know-jackie-the-best-de-friend's place,
but im already very satisfied&happy tht you're willing to talk to me again.
really realyy sorry for being such a basket.
and really reaelly thankyou to stand my xiao hai zi qi and all the bull-shittings.
the never ending craziness with you! hah!
OKAY NOW!
i actually started blogging in the afternn 2+ until 4+pm,
then i just continued from here, now is 9.46pm.
well, cus evening went Sheraton Tower to collect korkor's birthday cake.
then to NTUC to buy bacon, i need for tonight's dishes, turned out to be good(:
anyway, before i start. .
HAPPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO KORKOR! (:
happy birthday to sean!
happy birthday to shuijin!
today,
nothing to do after helping my mummy to prepare the cooking ingredients. .
so i went to dig out all the past photos. .
i am actually a lesbian(:
my sex partner is. . . . .!
thank you so much miss ng,
if you happened to read this post, i really really want to thank you for not giving up on me & your great patience.
and because of your forever-not-boring classes, make me fall in love with maths again.
you're the main reason why after 3 years+, my interest toward maths came running back to me once again.
from all the F9, to olevels a B4. .
i know i didnt manage to Ace it, and i know i havent work hard enough,
but if it is not for you, i guess it will still be staying as a F9.
*bow to you* (:
and of course mr tong,
i think i post your pictures and about you in my blog so mnay times until people dontwant to bother about you already, HAHAH.
well, just joking(:
i still remember your magical black pen,
though is very silly, but i tell you a secret, i really treat tht as a magic pen when i went into the hall.
like some treasure, a priceless one.
and not forgetting the last minute coffee session at macdonald on a fine sunday,
just to chiong maths with me(:
salute* like how i did during my ROD.
mugging days in the library!!!!!! i really miss those times.
seee my notes!! ohmygod, it's the most hardworking times ever during my secondary school!
and becus of tht, HOHOHO.
my humanities from F9 straight to a B4! ^^
ms zaiton treated us icecreams on dno what day, but we do enjoy it okayyy! ^^
one of my favourite icecreams! the fruity 'traffic light'! ^^
i still remember i studied until tired and bth already, but dontwant to sleep.
so i made something colourful to put on my table, to remind me of the days ahead! (:
the quote on the body is from mr tong(=
roarrrrr, school service, hohoho! the teachers let us wear & took pictures since is our last day in schoool.
seeeee! the most beng discipline master you could get in a school, MR ONG!!! =D
and he is the most handsome teacher in the school too! ^^
KohWeiJie, someone whom i can rely on during ncc times.
somehow, we can click well(:
and he wrote something on the class photo when he sign, 'Yi Jun never quits' (:
tht really make my day and make me mre motivated.
thankyou so much!
Adina Chew, i dontknow how to say, cus the feelings towards her is can only be felt through the heart.
we sat together during sec 2, when she came into the class.
and thankyou so much for your constant motivation and neverending care&concern.
though we didnt talk much now, but looking back and think now, i still feel close to you(:
PLEASE LOOOK AT THE 2 IDIOTS BEHIND! AHAHAHAHA!
CUS THEY KNOW WE WERE TAKING PHOTOS NON-STOP!
I STILL RMB WE 4 LAUGHED LIKE MAD THT TIME!
i did this delibrately, HAHAH. JonZee didnt know yo!
i can be playful. . and can be damn lian also, LOL!
CALLING TO MATHS BAND 5 STUDENTS!
DO YOU REMEMBER ALL THOSE CALCULATORS GAME DAYS?!?!?
HAHAAHAA.
sorry, i can't help but laugh when i chanced upon these pictures!
it's retarded, but i think it brought us alot of laughters and craziness yes!
POOR TEACHERS! ^^
but i remember mr tong still helped us to sabo other teachers! LOL.
and lastly the class who created miracles together(:
Yi Jun blogged at 2:17 PM
