Tuesday, September 22, 2009
after I've sent my resume over 1 month+ ago..
First reaction, super excited.
there's an amazing excitement within,
becus I've wanted to go Raffles since so long ago.
Probably, or must be, because I've once worked there,
my first work place..
too much memories..
and still few of my good friends over there.
A sudden offer, makes me really, pretty lost.
Pang treats me very good at Nautilus.
He really makes me want to help him,
although I don't rly like the work there (yet),
and, despite I may be a trouble to him sometimes..
but, he really got the patience.
but I do think about Raffles Hotel 5 days work..
becus I have lesson every wed..
so I still have 1 more day for myself if I were to work there.
H - O - W .
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I'm not off today, skipped my JB trip.
Im off on this coming Friday..
St James Night.
Saturday I work at 5pm..
Till then..
P.S: Going to lose my sleep tonight, just becus of that email. Working alone tmr and wed.
Yi Jun blogged at 2:37 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
knnbccb.
yes, my vulgarities is back,
after 2 years plus?
I always find vulgarities is totally not a necessity.
but when I'm at the verge of breaking down or blowing up, it is a necessity to me.
It's also one of my tools for stress management.
sorry WilliamLee, sorry to say all the anger words at you just now.
I begin to keep everything to myself,
and not let anyone to know what's on my mind,
what's in my heart,
and what exactly what I want to do.
I don't want to let anyone to know me better anymore (Family excluded)
Maybe I'll talk to zhu,
someone I feel comfortable to talk to at this moment.
Someone who won't ask, why this and why that.
Someone who won't say 'this is not good, that is good' that kind of thing.
I know there's plenty ppl out there who cares alot for this little sister here.
but you know,
sometimes I just have so fucking much things on my mind,
and trust me, no one knows what I'm thinking.
No one.
Just like Now..
Because I'm not willing to share.
Because I'm afraid to share.
As much as I know when people says 'this is not good, that is not good',
It's all for my own good.
But sometimes, that's not what I want.
I just want a listening ear..
and won't ask me this and that, tell me this and that.
or feel any negatives in the heart towards what I say, even though you keep quiet.
I rly just want a genuine listening ear.
Maybe, I'm really wrong..
Monday maybe going JB..
zhu's off on Monday.. heard Ah Lun also..
shall see..
P.S: I'm really tired.. (Whoever is reading this, if you don't fucking understand me. Stop saying why Yi Jun is always tired over little things, or over childish things.)
You can jolly well fuck off, from this little kid's blog.
Yi Jun blogged at 1:07 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
I don't believe my eyes..
these little things..
it's scary tht how coincidental moments happened, always.
some of you may find it extremely meaningless..
but to me, it meant something..
at least it's a little surprise..
or you can just say, I get satisfied too easily.
Switched on my laptop, & I think it's time to edit my info and decided to do so.
took out the status,
and I listed out my siblings the very next moment.
the next thing is I went to your page.
And I swear, I was taken aback, shocked, surprised,
whichever words you could use to describe that very moment of 'unbelieves' I had.
You just listed Gidd..
And again, out of all the time..
there's too many scary coincidentals between us ever since.
I rly don't know this telepathy is meant to be well, or not.
or just, pure coindence.
But.. for now..
at least I know..
It's..
None - Of - My - Business (=
P.S: I can only keep my slight happiness, shocks, sadness, realizations.. within myself, now. Whatever it is.. Blogging is indeed an emotional-management tool. Whatever you call that.
Yi Jun blogged at 4:18 PM
why does it hurt so much..
Yi Jun blogged at 2:03 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Yahoo! news..
Kimchi brings health and beauty, enthusiasts say..
-click link to read more-
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090904/tls-lifestyle-skorea-gastronomy-kimchi-aeafa1b.html
back's breaking, old problem.
Yi Jun blogged at 2:41 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
[locked]
okay..
have made my blog more interactive..
there's a little box added at the navigation area! (:
It's the Word of the Day!
subscribe from Dictionary.com.
So, you guys can learn English Vocabs as you come visit my blog as well(:
So word of today is..
Puissant - Powerful (:
MooMoo is so puissant!
hah, rubbish bin...
P.S: And so, we're back to square one again.. What a memorable 10 months we've had.. To me, it's simply 'Breathtaking'. And, I will never forget how strong & amazing our telepathy can be, all along.. (:
Don't worry that I'll wait for you, I won't intentionally.
你应该知道羿君我做事都是靠感觉的。。
有就有；没有就没有。
Remember, things aren't that complicated(:
If our instincts now is right, that somehow we will cross each other's path again..
那，真的是命中注定。。
-Fate-
P.S number 2: I've bought a toddler's animal-overall couple months back, it's rly adorable that I didnt hesitate to buy despite it's of no use yet. I'll give you as a present, in years to come when baby moo is out in this world(:
P.S number 3: I've got another name now, Rainbow(: how's that. hahah. I pretty like it..
Yi Jun blogged at 5:41 PM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
why can't I just have a good sleep?
It's getting on my nerves.
Hasnt been sleeping well for a week, F.
it's either nightmares after nightmares..
or simply can't sleep.
2 days ago bought home heineken, probably thought I can sleep better.
who knows I managed to sleep at 3am, but knn woke up at 630am..
and no matter what, I can't sleep after I woke up..
a week plus of this kind of f-up life.
It totally pissed me off.
slept at 4+am ystd,
and woke up at 7+am ='(
why can't my brain just stop working for a moment.
I really want to slam all my things on the table now.
scram.
Yi Jun blogged at 10:01 AM
it's a fucked up day..
though the interview went well.
it's not enough to cover all the unhappiness today.
covered heels hurt today.
f*ck the driver who didnt see the komodo dragon crawling on the road.
it's just one step nearer it's going to be safe.
you just knocked over.
damn you.
The one I saw, the full body was actually as long as the road lane.
It's rly an eye-opener.
wanted to take a photo, but an oncoming van honed, it crawled faster to the other side.
I witnessed it crawling from one side of the road,
to the other..
got knocked down.. so much wanted to go over and help it up to the safe pathway.
but im 10 minutes to my 12pm interview's appointment.
hais..
When I left the scene, it's half crippled after knocked down.
didnt know when I'm back after the interview, it's dead.
crossed over the road to take bus.
And witnessed it from a full body and got squashed by a few buses.
It practically 'burst', like a balloon, it's rly loud.
I can't concentrate the whole day, really..
emotions were all over.
walked at vivo the whole day, mood was pretty bad.
sorry kjm.
met qy at 930pm kpool..
11pm homed.
heels hurt.. komodo incident.. work stress.. decisions.. and feeling unwell..
and, I miss You like F.
and so, cabbed home from hub.. (sorry to left qy & jm at kpool)
went to bath, and finally broke down.
how much I need a hug from you..
how much I need that..
thank you mummy, cook me magee me.. despite her leg went for tui na and bandage today.
I was just.. hungry?
I dno..
Maybe I just need a bite, a warm one..
thank you..
And You rly prove to me that You can.................
You really can....
And so I feel so f*cked up by this fact....
Yi Jun blogged at 2:10 AM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
I don't know why out of this week when you're in Korea.
I didnt go out often, but the moment when I'm out..
Thing's around me seems to never failed to be linked to you.
It always remind me of your presence.
Esp the book, that you bought me not long ago.. not long ago..
The Five People You Meet in Heaven..
I mean..
I believe this book was published way back then.
but the moment when you bought this for me..
I went Pedicure with Qiaoyu and Jiamin last weekend..
And there's actually this particular book the owner of the shop bought 5 years back,
and decided to display this only book for customers to read.
I couldnt help, but smile at the book.
And ask the owner more about when and why she bought tht book.
Today..
went Popular to have a walk..
and guess what I saw?
Out of all the time the author could have to publish another new book,
but it chose to be this time.
Out of all the time you could have bought this book for me,
but you chose to buy it before you fly to korea.
This book display is right big at the door,
to promote the upcoming new book - Have a Little Faith
Isnt the book title suitable for you as well??
I really can't help but think,
how in the world all these 'coincidence' happen?
What do you think, Moo?
There must be a couple of words appeared in your mind right now..
P.S: Hope you've safely touched down..
Yi Jun blogged at 7:48 PM
I've finished reading 'The Alchemist' by Paulo Coelho.
As much as how people, or I, got inspired by this book.
As much as I agree to many parts of the stuffs tht's in 'their' conversations.
But when I close the book..
Yi Jun, is still Yi Jun.
The Yi Jun that believes Destiny is in our hands,
and I'll always try my best to go for the One I hope, I want.
Against all odds..
Be it a person, or other things..
已经有一两个月没打从心里，心底，笑出来了。。
P.S: This is my first time in my life, seriously reading a book. A novel, that I managed to finish it, without finding it as a chore for me. In fact, I pretty enjoyed the process.
You said you've read the book.
You said you've learnt alot from it.
You said you believe in Omens..
But, why didnt I see it from your actions..
Perhaps.. Maybe..
-Maktub-
JiaYou Gillian, for your O's this year..
I sincerely hope you'll just do well, be yourself..
I've been praying for you since then..
JiaYou..!
Yi Jun blogged at 1:36 AM
