Im very fucked up now. due to some reasons. and also very dulan with myself. got to hang on, somehow. 1 year, way to go.
Should just ask the current Tan Yi Jun to fuck off.
I just need a person to just cry out now, and say whatever I need.
P.S: I've got no more That black&white pillar I need badly..
Yi Jun blogged at 1:53 AM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
TANK《如果我變成回憶》MV
记得你曾经听了这首歌后,说了些什么吗? 可能你已经忘了。。 不过, 我还记得。。
Yi Jun blogged at 2:55 AM
Tan Yi Jun haven't watch movies for eons already =( I wna watch movie...........
what an off day once again. It's the second time tht I'm sick on my off day. damn.
slept the whole day.. woke up just to have Mian Xian.. slept.. woke up again to have an apple, and back to sleep. Felt really weak to move around. woke up at 7+pm.. I'm better now (=
Too awake, and bored. that I want to find something to do right now =( too bad. At this moment, I really hope to have a house like Cindy's. I can just go to the K-room to sing, or play with the dogs. At the same time I can still be at home.. but, be satisfied(:
someone says will bring me to cameron highland next time! you better be!
kor's coming back from China tmr! loooking forward, and he got something to share with me! yayyyyyy! Can't wait.
Saw Tay Ping Hui and Qi Yu Wu ystd. All thanks to the chinese restaurant Taste Paradise beside Nautilus. Worked Ion for nearly a month, I've already seen quite a few mediacorp actors. Few to be named are Chen Han Wei, Jack Neo, Zhou Chong Qing.. And others.. lololol.
P.S: Im getting used to it..
Yi Jun blogged at 1:05 AM
Monday, October 05, 2009
Cold night. " Stay Warm " it's something I often hear for the past one year whenever it rains or it's cold at night.
went Cin's house ton over on the friday night. it's definitely a good night, definitely..
had a great chat with JunRui. and had fun K-ing at her house. Her house got a k-box room, with all the functions that you can find in a k-box. coool eh? BBQ went smoothly as usual. and Mcdonald delivery at 5am ^__^ that's the thing I love most.
Qiaoyu & Cin took a photo without me knowing and set as my wallpaper. It's a moment of.... hmmm... surprised and loved.
mummy went for singing competition on a Sunday night. Believe me, she's so gorgeous to me, when she dressed up.
Pang kept to show me this.. double mini yolk in an egg.. he said it will bring luck, and would love me to see it(=
Ohhhhhhh, the people at Nautilus pretty dote on me.. lolol. I'm like a pig there, keep giving me or buying things for me to eat.
Caramelized onions with cheese Mini Burgerrr!! damnn cute. thanks to Jazmond. he's a very cute and cartoonic Daddy..
I took 1 week to get a hang of how Pang wants me to pipe the meringues. Cool shit.
JR not tgt with his gf alr.. 3 1/2 years.. I asked him, 3 1/2 years, not sayang to break? He told me.. In relationship, you can't be together because of how long you're tgt already. because there's really no point to continue, no matter how long you both are tgt alr. he really loves jasmine. but they rly cant continue.. characters dont suit, and thing's not smooth-sailing. as much as he dont want this to end, but he chose to leave it. I applaud him, for knowing what's the right thing to do.. and the courage to make it happen, look fwd.
I know JR you can be happier, I'll be here for you(:
lotsa things on mind recently. felt different. seems to lose the very cheery me. probably think much more than last time, result in doing the work in the mind, and not through actions & words anymore. you once asked me if I think I missed out alot. And my reply is always 'No'. But now Im feeling to miss out 'some' things.. nothing can be changed though. Just live with it. (=
I don't feel like a 19 years old girl. I feel older. I think I'll age faster than the others if my brain is going to continue working like this. Your influence. I need a break, up there.
I need to do some very serious self-reflections, sooon. for working attitude.. I'm just passing my time, that shouldnt be the way. but my heart seems to be somewhere, cant be more enthu like usual. I rather be thinking some other stuffs, than using my free time to ask Pang about this and that. Should adjust myself.. Upon knowing the reason of the present me, but I can't seem to do much to change.. Time...
Current Radio Song - Nan Ren Nu Ren(:
I have really nice kor, really nice. Though not running the same blood, but no diff.
P.S: Earthquakes.. Natural Disaster.. Hais.. Just a second, can easily snatch away their living rights.. Why..
Yi Jun blogged at 11:00 AM
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