*colours is not working now, blogger is having some problems. So sorry for the black&white*
first time to JB was pretty much enjoyable. just want to take my mind off some stuffs, so decided to tag along. taking my time out from singapore, having fun with ghc & lun. going in and out of custom was very funny with them, lol. FYI, it's my first time to malaysia. Other than the time when I went to Mount Ophir with NCC ppl. The police over there asked me why do I keep laughing when he's checking my passport. the things over there is simply so much cheaper than singapore. not in the mood to shop, but just bought a very cute card tht cost me only 3.5RM. will probably use it in 5 months time(:
new friend made - ah lun. a master degree holder of saying Niao Hua = Lame stuffs. Thank you both, for making my day smiling, with all the crapshit you guys could thought of, and being very, super, attentive to my safety, pulling my ears when I ran off your side twice even tho it's in the safe shopping centre. Little actions of care & concern did warm my heart & brought a smile to my face. And, of course with the very full lunch + dinner! movie over there is definitely so worth it, singapore dollars 2+. cathay somemre. The zi char there is really goood. misses the pork rib. It has been 2 weeks tht I last had two meals in a day, was so full after dinner. or rather, 3 of us were really bloated! but one thing I want to complain is, why do we have to pay for the toilet used in the shopping centre!! Anyway, anyhow, they paid for it. It's always tiga.. hah.
feeling reluctant to come back, becus I just want to stop thinking about It. cmae back at 9+pm and had to settle some problems at home. well..
Thank You ghc, for all the icecreams you had with me when I'm down. for letting me to dirty your shirt. for listening to my complains & problems. and not forgetting the song you asked me to listen clearly to the lyrics, when you said tht's going to be the last time I cried. Thank You My Friend, thank you.. JiaYou for you too(:
Photos up soon, probably after next tuesday(=
Woke up today at 1+pm by Steven's call, asked me out for tea when he's having Split. But I didnt go.. slacked and ate at home.. has been so long since Mummy bought the yummiest walnut cake on earth. and today finally she bought it again. and with all the durian rolls, strawberry rolls, kaya rolls.. tht the shop is famous for. the moment when she bought home, the first thing on my mind was You, Moo. I want to share with you.. the yummiest walnut cake, and all the rolls.. Our family had this since im young, it's yummylicious.. Share..
Anyway, went out at 3+pm, met up with jia min at 4pm. A meetup for Manicure initially, but ended up Im with Manicure & Pedicure. It has been 1year+ since I had a manicure session. Just want to spend some money, to make myself feel better.
hasnt been talking much to everyone around me recently, preferred to shut.. so much things on mind.. tiring. Verge in giving up. please tell me You're the right one, still.
I miss Eugene korkor.. he's in Taiwan now..
P.S: Do you believe in Omens.. Im rly surprised ystd the phone got cut when you're about to say the answer.
Yi Jun blogged at 10:07 PM
Are you telling me now that, Faith is all bullshit?
1 month.. Im giving myself one month.. starting from 5th Aug.. to 5th Sept..
You can just choose to celebrate her birthday in September..
Or, spend the year end countdown with me again, but it's 2010 this time round..
P.S: Don't be a coward anymore, don't be.. DON'T BE! This is really a word of encouragement truly, deeply, from me. Face it, face it.. It's your own happiness. You're the one who told me, be with the one you can trust your life with.
Yi Jun blogged at 12:27 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Breathless
If our love was a fairy tale I would charge in and rescue you On a yacht baby we would sail To an island where we’d say I do
And if we had babies they would look like you It’d be so beautiful if that came true You don’t even know how very special you are
Chorus
You leave me breathless You’re everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can’t believe that you’re mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me Breathless
And if our love was a story book We would meet on the very first page The last chapter would be about How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes I would fall deeper watching you give life You don’t even know how very special you are
Chorus
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me You’re like an angel The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me You’re something special I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me But all I can do is try Every day of my life
Yi Jun blogged at 2:49 AM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Yi Jun blogged at 9:56 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Why do I feel like giving up at this moment. When I already gave it all out for the past 15 months..
Even how tough it may be when I just started to work at Fullerton, I've never thought of giving up. Just want to keep learning. But why am I feel like giving up now at the new workplace. The drive to learn more is fading..
Is it because of the environment, or just me..
time to do some self-reflection. serious one.
but, I'm tired.. ='(
time to grow up tan yi jun. please thrash the world upside down now.
I miss my family.. 3 days not seeing daddy already makes my heart ache & cry. spending 14 hours outside 6 days a week. Are all these excuses? I'm quite sure part of it is Not, I really dont feel good not seeing & interacting with them. but maybe another part it is an excuse to sum up the 100%..
Maybe it's time to plan what I'm gna do in a year's time. Till then........
1 year suddenly seems so long.
I need to know what I really want sooon, soooooooooooonn. Be more disciplined Tan Yi Jun.
Why do my tear glands always activate so easily ever since secondary school?
Yi Jun blogged at 11:13 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
I'm sorry..
Yi Jun blogged at 9:03 PM
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