Wednesday, April 29, 2009
and a koala hug.
Yi Jun blogged at 9:42 PM
98.0 FM currently playing nice songs continuously..
Perfect By simple plans..
follow by Over You by Daughty..
and All My Life by K-Ci & JoJo..'
Bubbly by Colbie Caillat..
All my life, I pray for someone like you..
Yes that I pray that you love me, do you..
P.S: nice song and lyrics eh? (:
blasting my radio and trying to get my time passed through today..
great songs.
caught Wolverine with classmates today, worth to watch.
catch it when you're free.
on my way to mrt, so much want to meet Jiamin to go home together.
since she's at Dover coming down to cityhall, when I also intended to take train to marina bay & bounce back.
I know I need her companion, even tho it's just taking train tgt.
But my damn phone went low batt when I wanted to click on the 'Send'
hais..
my left stomach has been wrong since few days back.
whats wrong? hmmm.
saw this a month back online.
thought it's amazing.
btw its the first time I saw this banner,
and the first time was our name.
surprising.
We're left with one year to build it up strong, tgt, before you fly..
Hope..
Rainbow..
Hold me close..
I want to make it happen, with you.
Yi Jun blogged at 6:48 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
It's not that, exactly I want.
I just want to see you before I start work again..
that's my main purpose, know?
A hug will be more than enough.
A feel of incomplete.
Dislike to start my weekend work with this feeling.
siannn.
Yi Jun blogged at 11:12 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Easter Celebration was a boooooooom at Brunch today..
Normal Brunch Reservation is 180 - 200 pax.
Today was 400++ pax, just as busy as christmas period..
Despite being in the baker today, I can feel the tense and hurry over at pastry side.
so many cakes and all to prepare.
Baker was alright, as always.. hahah.
Maybe AngMoh dont rly love to eat bread during brunch?
Im feeling excited for Pastry side when Im working at Baker this morning.
woooooo.
Such a waste not to fight this batte together with them, an experience missed.
Nevermind, more to come.
Next will be Mother's Day..
Had a great laugh today with Da-Ge..
It has been rly rly rly very long that I laughed so truly from deep down in the kitchen,
laughed until I sat down on the floor cannot tahan.
(btw pastry and baker kitchen is the same, different sides only)
Da-Ge is rly full of ideas and fun, despite being a Father already!
still like a kid.. Hahahah.
Really appreciate him, really..
Time flies, going to graduate soon in June..
Like I've said earlier, I will miss the lovely people I know in Fullerton.
I will miss the fun and all.
How nice it will be if my kitchen dont have the turn over that time.
That will be superb.
Maya's pregnant now, so excited for her when I knew it!
can't wait to see her tummy grows bigger everyday.
So how will I look like when I'm pregnant too after married?
Looking forward..
Got to plan sooon, my way down the road after graduation.
What about one year down the road after I clear my WDA bond?
And by then Baby will be flying over to Switzerland for 1 year for his attachment.
I will be handling it without his physical support,
but I know I'll have your mental support always, right Dearest? (:
Wouldnt know what will it be without you for a year by my side..
I didnt experience this before.
Don't know what changes will there be..
Baby, though 1 year is still far from now,
but I can already feel the tense in me, the sad feeling, that I know I wont be seeing you for a year.
*I will fly over to Switzerland when I have the time, that I promise*
I already said to myself few weeks back that I will make time to fly over and spend time with you.
It's a challenge, I wna overcome it tgt with you, successfully(:
Love you..
I MISS MY FRIENDS(:
feeling distant already.
shagged totally.
but worth it.
Spent 3 hours until 3am ystd with Baby..
that was goood, or rather excellent!
and slept 3 hours, off to work!
Ms Tan cant wait for my off day on this sat,
so that she can sleep until she's happpppppyyyy!!
I miss your massage..
Love.
And,
Happy Birthday to my Dearest JieJie! (:
Greatly hope that work will be smoother than now!
Yi Jun blogged at 10:30 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
*New font, comments? I find the previous font seems to be too cramp to read wordy post. How about this? Too giddy after reading?*
I need a break.
And a proper sleep..
But, monday was my off, and my next day off is next sat..
12 days of work.
I dont mind working, this kind of schedule is pretty normal in this line.
but a small part of me just want to take a PH day off to really rest.
Despite less work given in baker compared to Pastry,
but I'm mentally very tired now, adapting & remembering new stuffs and all.
I'm trying very very hard everyday,
that explains my tiredness I guess?
But I definitely won't take PH in baker no matter how tired, I will push myself to it.
I need to make full use of my precious 1 month in Baker to pick up stuffs,
and of course, enjoying & treasuring the days I'm working with The Baker Team. ^^
Btw for your info, I'm attached to Baker for this April..
And when I got home, I just nua down there on my chair or sofa.
Not having the mood & energy to communicate with family already.
Unless they talk to me, then I will try my best to communicate nicely.
I appreciate, appreciate their presence & care of course..
I know they can see how shag I am everyday and they will leave me alone to rest.
If not just ask ' You very tired tday ah..'
Sorry for my fucked up attitude recently, I'm really shag.
Love.
brain has slackened nowadays..
my mind is all about bread and bread and more bread.
by the time I'm out of the kitchen,
I'm too tired to think about my future plans and things I need to accomplish recently.
It's still about bread & worries for not coping well.
I love Da-ge.. (Baker's Chef De Partie)
thanks for being there and helping me,
and most importantly, always make me laugh tgt with all your nonsense.
hahahah.
I really enjoy the family feeling he gave.
I need to keep my brain running sooon..
So worried that time really flies very fast, indeed it is right?
Time don't wait for us.
Da-ge jio me to run with him and Tony from Fullerton to Kallang, to and fro, next week.
Maybe I will be blading when they run.
Because he took 1 hour to finish the 12 Km, how the hell I can do that!
I already retire from the fierce PE & PT time since 3 years ago.
hahahah.
I will try my best to tag along, have fun and exercise with them.
I've got so many things on mind.
Need to be more organized & disciplined already.
Stressed.
Tensed up, very.
I need the sun, sea and wind badly..
Breather..
Yi Jun blogged at 10:00 PM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
recently got so worked up or emotionally unstable easily,
over whichever stuffs.
damn sian with myself.
damn, damn, damnnnnnnn sian.
can't wait to turn 20+.
Im getting to understand that once a person gets something,
he/she will start to expect more, wish for more.
Still labelled as her boyfriend at parts and corners of the world.
sian 1/2.
Nevermind, I'll wait as I've said.
Already mine anyway.
A tinge of sourness.
Finally Yi Jun feels jealous again after so long.
woman ah woman~~
*slap*
You're so powerful, Baby.
*editted*
Featured Neo never failed to convince me with his words and advice.
thanks yo!
and thus 'tinge' has been decreased(:
Yi Jun blogged at 8:36 PM
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
sudden urge, to blog..
about my current mood and feelings..
Sometimes, I cant deny..
that I really hope to be like a normal teenager girl.
Not having much stress, leading a pretty normal educational life.
At the age of 18, I'm studying in either a JC or Polytechnic.
Because I yearn for something badly that can only found in JCs and Polys..
Definitely you could find that during your Secondary School Days..
I believe everyone's gone through that.
few pictures that I'm so envy of..
After looking at those pictures, you may know what's the X factor I wish to have..
credit to CindyPhua.. Victoria JC.
credit to Cheryl Phua.. Ngee Ann Poly.
Credit to our past..
you get where am I driving at?
I really yearn to be in their shoes, right now, at this moment..
That's what I call..
Bonding.
That part of me havent grow up, yet..
Pardon me.
one of the group projects in TP days..
this whole model was done by myself overnight.. Love.
times when I went NgeeAnn clash lectures with Jiamin..
My Chart..
That's Life..
Having to hold on to something, you have to give something up.
But I've got to admit, everything will Not be like how it is now if I was a JC or Poly girl.
I wouldnt have known Baby..
I wouldnt have known CK & Eugene korkor..
I wouldnt have known Peiru, Magdelene, JiaShin.. All my Lovers in Fullerton.
I wouldnt have known Veron, wouldnt know LingLing, Imm and all.
I wouldnt grow up faster, and wouldnt see more than what a JC girl sees.
And..
I wouldnt be who I am now..
It's a pity that I didnt study hard enough,
and get into a good poly course..
But then again,
I wouldnt have known JoelNeo, one of the close friends I've made in my life.
I wouldnt have known Michael, Kenvin, Leighton, Qinyi, and my fellow TP mates.
Although I feel so very, extremely, desperate for all the class bondings & crazy moments that I've missed as a teenager.
I'm equally glad that I've met so many people in my life when I started my path towards pastry & baking arts.
And definitely grown up alot.. that sometimes I'm having difficulty to breath, struggling.
Too much for me to take sometimes..
And I just like to keep it to myself.
But I know even how much & how stressful it is, I have to take it.
Because whatever that comes my way, I know I have to cross it, somehow, someway.
That's life.
Don't worry, I didnt regret taking this path..
It's an emo day..
Sorry guys, have been bombing my blog with all the emo post.
It'll be rainbow soon alright, I promise! (:
Yi Jun blogged at 11:40 PM
Saturday, April 04, 2009
One of the chapters in my learning life now is..
Faith
–noun
confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability.
I always talk about Faith.
So do others at different parts of the world I supposed?
I'm in the stage of understanding this particular word better, or rather more than just understanding the definition.
it's more of knowing how you apply it in life, it's the most important.
So people always bring out this word to say this and that,
to promise and so on & so fore..
But the difficult part of really applying 'Faith' into your life, for me, it's your emotions & stupid mind.
Despite how much you know you trust this person, how much you tell yourself you trust him/her..
We always overlook the importance of staying calm & using your bloody brain to think,
then due to environment, affects your judgement..
your mind & emotions thus control your brain & then your actions.
And things happen..
So your mind is playing the game, the Master of all.
Why can't I have a very firm stand of my own.
Such a failure, disappointment.
I'm so gna beat this Evil Master and master the skills of throwing my stupid mind away and be smart next time.
Feeling, knowing, and telling yourself is never enough..
Understanding your weakness, overcome it, and really applying on your life, on your loved ones, is much better.
I'm going to do it.
Sorry Baby..
for being a disappointment.
Love.
I will give you your space..
Growing up..
Yi Jun blogged at 8:03 PM
Friday, April 03, 2009
[5.12pm]
I felt no disappointment yet has plenty moments of envy towards jy.
pretty lost.
But, nothing beats you for being frank with me.
You once said that there should not be any barrier.
thanks baby..
Faith in You.
I want to achieve our goal, I know we can.
Im glad, rly glad that you're frank.
You don't know how many 'thankyou' there was in my heart ystd when you told me.
but sorry, I was rly tired to say anything else other than smiling at you.
Recipe for Mixed feelings
2 pinches of sadness
1.5 cup of envy
5 cups of gladness.
10 cups of thankfulness.
A lifetime of love for you
I will be okayy, as usual.
Anyway Baby, I love the planning you had yesterday for me.
Didnt have a chance to thank you about that.
I was rly frustrated to wait ystd, sorry..
Thank You..
for always disturbing me, making me laugh with all your non-stop actions & words.
I love it. Im lovin' it. I would loved to love it for as long as possible.
Always will, always be..
Im already very happy to see you smiling and having a good time laughing & smiling whenever I see you.
It just melts & warmth my heart to know Andrey is happy(:
That's more than enough.
Trust me.
Love.
But do remember, I'm also here to share your sadness as well.
Like what you've once said, sharing with me doesnt solve your problem sometimes.
But I want to let you know, the reason is..
I want to understand how you feel, I want to know what you're thinking,
and most importantly, I want you to know that you're not alone.
There's someone who loves you dearly always on standby for you.
Jia you for work..
I know is slam tonight over there.
Sleep early ya..
Moooooooooooooooooooo.
A song just recommended by Jmah.. Nice..
Enjoy it.. (:
then this is the solo piano version..
it touched my heart..
too bad the embedded code is disabled..
but anyway, here is the link to it..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3DJrKd6HKE
Yi Jun blogged at 5:12 PM
