Friday, April 10, 2009
I need a break.
And a proper sleep..
But, monday was my off, and my next day off is next sat..
12 days of work.
I dont mind working, this kind of schedule is pretty normal in this line.
but a small part of me just want to take a PH day off to really rest.
Despite less work given in baker compared to Pastry,
but I'm mentally very tired now, adapting & remembering new stuffs and all.
I'm trying very very hard everyday,
that explains my tiredness I guess?
But I definitely won't take PH in baker no matter how tired, I will push myself to it.
I need to make full use of my precious 1 month in Baker to pick up stuffs,
and of course, enjoying & treasuring the days I'm working with The Baker Team. ^^
Btw for your info, I'm attached to Baker for this April..
And when I got home, I just nua down there on my chair or sofa.
Not having the mood & energy to communicate with family already.
Unless they talk to me, then I will try my best to communicate nicely.
I appreciate, appreciate their presence & care of course..
I know they can see how shag I am everyday and they will leave me alone to rest.
If not just ask ' You very tired tday ah..'
Sorry for my fucked up attitude recently, I'm really shag.
Love.
brain has slackened nowadays..
my mind is all about bread and bread and more bread.
by the time I'm out of the kitchen,
I'm too tired to think about my future plans and things I need to accomplish recently.
It's still about bread & worries for not coping well.
I love Da-ge.. (Baker's Chef De Partie)
thanks for being there and helping me,
and most importantly, always make me laugh tgt with all your nonsense.
hahahah.
I really enjoy the family feeling he gave.
I need to keep my brain running sooon..
So worried that time really flies very fast, indeed it is right?
Time don't wait for us.
Da-ge jio me to run with him and Tony from Fullerton to Kallang, to and fro, next week.
Maybe I will be blading when they run.
Because he took 1 hour to finish the 12 Km, how the hell I can do that!
I already retire from the fierce PE & PT time since 3 years ago.
hahahah.
I will try my best to tag along, have fun and exercise with them.
I've got so many things on mind.
Need to be more organized & disciplined already.
Stressed.
Tensed up, very.
I need the sun, sea and wind badly..
Breather..
Yi Jun blogged at 10:00 PM
