I Love The Greeeeeeen.

Friday, June 12, 2009

what a fucked up day.
shant elaborate.
Fullerton is just screwed up okay.

Anyway..

I havent start to consolidate all the 11 recipes that I have to remember for exam!
it's on the coming Tuesday.
End of Programme Exam..
Term 5 Exams were over 2 days back..

Now,
I have to remember all the 11 recipes, number, ingredients + methods.
It's the numbers going to drive me crazy, not the ingredients or methods!
hahahah.
I always die and worry for theory, basically paper & pen exam.
argh.

I hate Cling Wrap at work.
Always get cut by that.
I already got 4 cuts in two days.
1 ystd, 3 today!
the 3 is like kena scratched by cats or wild animals (cow? LOL. =p)
it's like..

_______________
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hahahah!
seriously no joke, it looks like this.
its on my fore arm tho.

Im left with 11 working days at Fullerton..
Mixed feelings..
went for interview at Chinatown ystd, not too bad.
Les Artiste Bistrot.
Im quite sure Im going to accept the offer if they accept me.
But the main worry for me is,
I would have lesser, much lesser time for my loved ones in the future..
Having to work from Morning, till 11+pm everyday.
Except Saturday half day, and Sunday off..
Seriously I'm pretty worried about this.

I know I dont mind to work everyday like this, learning and learning.
But Im so afraid that, as the time passes..
My loved ones will feel distant to me. =(
Family.. Friends..
Esp Andrey..
His and my working hours is like..
ayeeee.
And he's gna start studying soon, and go overseas.
Baby.. hurmph.

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care

Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

I hope I still can be there for you when you need me.
And you're still there for me, when I need you.
Always will, always be?
Love..

Excitement and fear is within me.
when the days came closer, the heavier I felt the rocks & pebbles are.

Yi Jun blogged at 10:00 PM