Sunday, July 19, 2009
Why do I feel like giving up at this moment.
When I already gave it all out for the past 15 months..
Even how tough it may be when I just started to work at Fullerton,
I've never thought of giving up.
Just want to keep learning.
But why am I feel like giving up now at the new workplace.
The drive to learn more is fading..
Is it because of the environment, or just me..
time to do some self-reflection.
serious one.
but, I'm tired.. ='(
time to grow up tan yi jun.
please thrash the world upside down now.
I miss my family..
3 days not seeing daddy already makes my heart ache & cry.
spending 14 hours outside 6 days a week.
Are all these excuses?
I'm quite sure part of it is Not, I really dont feel good not seeing & interacting with them.
but maybe another part it is an excuse to sum up the 100%..
Maybe it's time to plan what I'm gna do in a year's time.
Till then........
1 year suddenly seems so long.
I need to know what I really want sooon, soooooooooooonn.
Be more disciplined Tan Yi Jun.
Why do my tear glands always activate so easily ever since secondary school?
Yi Jun blogged at 11:13 PM